bangarain

I've always dreamed of something greater something more than getting up, going to work, going to sleep, only to do it all over again a life on repeat with no change. I've always dreamed of adventure and exploration through the stars through time, through space, a kind of life that means so much more. I've never really felt like I truly belonged in a world so filled with routine; a mundane sort of lifestyle that I can never see myself living. Being happy with. I fear growing old because I want to be remembered for who I am not who I was long ago. I fear exiting life not truly as myself but as a shadow of what I once was. That scares me m